i was fine the past four days
but now it's coming into my mind in one go
and i can't push it away
someone helped me to go through this the past four days
and i need this someone to help me go through this once again
i don't feel sad because of what u'r doing right now
i just hate myself for believing your lies
i don't feel sad for you because u'r nothing
but i hate myself for not learning the lesson two years ago
I might never be the hands you put your heart in
Or the arms that hold you any time you want them
But that don’t mean that we can’t live here in the moment
'Cause I can be the one you love from time to time