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[Lady Eon]

رد: .. it's just Wishful thinking ..

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He was mistaken... oh, so he was. Thinking that she would accept him
returning to her with warm and gentle arms. No, she wasn't saint. Maybe
he should have wished for that.. Because she will not meet him with a
gentle smile, you don't meet the one who left you with no explanation
for years
Alone
Hurt
Anxious

Even the deep love you had for them
it has a limit and more importantly

it has a pride

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[Lady Eon]

رد: .. it's just Wishful thinking ..

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They say.. there is a moment of silence before any crash
.a moment where everything goes quiet, still.. frozen
But she had a heads up, she could feel his presence around
her. Yet, she was waiting for him to show up, didn't come
to her. It was confusing.. she didn't know if it was right for
.them to meet again after these years of separation.. loneliness

Before she knows it; everything went silent. Her breaths and
heartbeats have decayed into quietness.. No sound, no noise
..Just the footsteps of him approaching her closer and closer

.Oh.. A violent collide is about to break

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[Lady Eon]

رد: .. it's just Wishful thinking ..

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And I broke
My own heart

I couldn't stand the
.suspense, waiting for you to do so

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[Lady Eon]

رد: .. it's just Wishful thinking ..

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,You. make. me.. feel!" He sharply noted"
"!..You make me feel.. make it stop"

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[Lady Eon]

رد: .. it's just Wishful thinking ..

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oh you lazy soul
,gave up on searching
abandoned looking for
a way out of your cage

Settled with curling up
,in your comfort zone
.deep inside your bubble

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[Lady Eon]

رد: .. it's just Wishful thinking ..

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.Cause when she loved till her limit; she gave all is there to give'

And she couldn't forget.. she couldn't forgive either
it was tormenting to live in that tight shell of her own
.fears, regrets and memories
And she was caught up with what she had painted on
.the walls of her own heart

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[Lady Eon]

رد: .. it's just Wishful thinking ..

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لمحة من رسمتي الجديدة

أشك إنها تبيـن أي شي

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[Lady Eon]

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حسنًـا رُبمـا لم أكن عادلة بتلك الصُورة،، ولكن أظن أن هذه كافية

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[Lady Eon]

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it was when he gently broke that contact between them, such a
selfish contact; to want to feel him and be with him for a moment in
time where no one but for them to feel it. No one but them to tell
about it. Even though he was so gentle while doing so, even though
;she could see the reaction of the pain he had inflected on her
she was not able to pass this horrible painful feeling of
...rejection
He had denied her upon making the first move; it was her fault for
wanting to do it in the first place. Her fault for wanting to love him
.more

In the mist of the silence they had; she was trying to not let it get
into her. it would be a waste of all of her efforts to get him open up
?to her.. to trust her.. to agree to be a part of her life, wouldn't it

.After all.. Love makes changes us, even if we don't see it clearly

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[Lady Eon]

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This is how I feel today; I woke up this morning with a good mood
;but
.people really know how to push buttons they shouldn't

Like.. someone had to ruin it, someone had to say the most harmful and
senseless things to me, making me feeling nothing but for a freeloader
.who is just taking a space of their own place

That wasn't nice, that wasn't said in the right way to at least minimize
the damage that person had made.. I wish I could curse them, make
.them feel the same pain they cause me
..But
I know myself, I won't do that. I won't cause any issue
I'll keep quiet.. listen to everything and just bottle it to
.throw it later at the sea of forgetting along with the rest

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