if the truth has been forbidden , then we're breaking all the rules ~ (1 زائر)

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تخرج من المنزِل على سبِيل الهُروب ، شمسُ يُوليو أَقسمت على' أَن تَتْرُكنآ
وَلو كُنّآ في آخر العآم ،حتّى دِيسَمبر .. صآر يجيئُ يتيم الشّتآء
أصبح التّجوّل في السيّآرة أجمل ، ألطَف ، وأكثر بَشرِيّة مِن المشي على الأقدآم
أن تكُون دآخل فقّآعتِك المعْدنيّة ، بَعيداً عنِ الكُل .
على سَبيلِ الإنفرآديّة والمُحآفظة على الذآت ...
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no matter how hard we try to change
no matter what path we take
we're going to be the same
they say all roads lead to rome
yeah they were right , .. my friend
all roads lead to your miserable past .. mistakes
at night i imagine us together once again for the millionth time
but after waking up the next day i laugh till i run out of of breath
we've had big plans for a new beginning but look at us
nothing have really changed
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The seasons changed and rain has come
i still waiting for you in the middle of my room
you left me , idk why you did that for
how can i love you anymore ?
i just wish you to go away
maybe i could have a naturel day
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شي كتبته قبل سنتين لمآ كنت في بدآيآتي مع اللغة
طبعاً بعد مى قريته اليوم ، لقيت فيه شويّة أخطآء ف صححتهم
إتركولي رآيكم في تعليق ضت1

 

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i'm not crazy ..
my reality is just different than yours !
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لن تكون هنآك نهآية لكلّ هذآ ، الفوضى !
وحقيقة لآ أمآنع الوضع ،
تعي جيّدآ أننّي لآ أكسر كبريآئي اللعين لأجل أي أحد أليس كذلك ؟
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it's in there , i can feel it .. burning
through my chest , in my throat
it won't take its path out
my eyes are as a water ballon
full of tears , sadness and dissapointments
it all happened in one , and i wasn't expecting it
here i am holding my pills between my naked hands
searching for a good reason to hold on
trying pathetically to built my defence walls
i tried to deal with this rough life
but nothing is really helping
no one is here to save me
i've heard ones about the drowning man who's catching at a straw
and you know what is the difference between him and me
he have found something to hold on to
a false hope at least
but i didn't find anything ta catch
so i surrendered to this darkness
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حاسة ان الاختلاف الوحيد بينهم هو اللحية

 

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i don't go crazy
! i am carzy

i just go normal from time to time ..

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don't you tell me what you think that i should be
i'm the one at the sail
i'm the mistress of my sea
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